To be honest, I feel like crap.
Social awkwardness and anxiety sucks.
Living with people who hate you sucks.
Disappointing people and accidentally being a total douche to your friends sucks.
Failing level 3 sucks.
Not having a job sucks.
I think it's safe to say that things aren't going very well at the moment, the annoying thing is that due to point 1, I am unable to let people get to know me very well, so even if I were to explain what was going on, I don't think people would quite get it. I know there are people doing a lot worse than me, and are having a harder time for suckier reasons, but I guess those people can be stronger than me, because they have skills, talents things to rely on. What do I have? not a lot to show for myself after thirteen years of education.
I should start from the beginning, it could take some time, but I think it's about time I told people - or person - or anonymous internet people, my story, and why I am where I am right now.
Yea, I think I will do that.
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