I got a new phone today, saw some friends, briefly, I was exhausted, and still am, from travel. I hate this tiredness stuff - I have sorta maybe kinda given up the one thing that was keeping me alive for the last few years - which is V energy drink. I am doing well at the moment, But I know I would be able to recover from this stupid Jet lag stupidness if I could just have some of that delicious nectar, but I wont. I don't have a very addictive personality, so if I actually want to give something up, I almost certainly can - I believe this to be one of the reasons behind my detachment to stuff. Like physical possessions - of which I have little. Though another reason behind this could be the fact that possessions annoy me, they make people to absorbed in things that they forget about important things, they live life for the stuff, and not for life. In Australia, i visited the richest of the rich places, and I mean filthy stinking rich - there were people with luxury cruise ships sitting next to there fleet of airships, on there helipad in their massive backyard on the ocean. They were loaded. While there I saw an assortment of boats for sale, these boats were beautiful and massive, and I just thought about how cool it would be to own one and just live on it in the middle of the ocean, detached from the rest of the world, but then it struck me that the people who own these multi-million dollar vessels have far too much money for that, they would only take these ships out once in a blue moon, and forget about it the rest of the time. So no, I don't want one of these ships, not if it means that I become more obsessed with my love for money and things that my love for people, life and experiences.
Still very tired, So I'll leave this here.
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