It's 3am, go to sleep

Looks like I'm going to ucol for a semester, though I don't know If I want to just do a semester or get a bachelors degree there, I mean it's three years of my life, I'll be 21 by the time I have the qualification, I know that doesn't seem so bad, I mean I'm still young, but I feel like whatever decision I make will shape what I do for the rest of my life. I have narrowed my choices down significantly to: A culinary course that lasts a semester, but only allows you to work in a supervised kitchen environment - but can be followed up by a second semester to get a higher level certificate; A hospitality course that includes bar-tending to waiting, and I know that this would be amazing in terms of getting a job, plus it's only one semester, but to be fair this would not be my only study ever, it see it as, if i do it, a way of getting a good job while I study more, plus you have to be eighteen to do it, and it starts a week before my birthday :'( ; then there are a couple of IT related course, one being a basic course that looks interesting, and it's one semester long, but I don't think it would be very valuable, the other is a full bachelors diploma for three years. I'm still interested in Psychology at university, but it is too late to apply for that for this semester, so I can take a semester course at ucol, then go do the psychology degree, or I could spend an entire year doing something, or any other combination.

I have decisions to make, and on top of everything, I reeeeaaaallly want to move out into a place that....isn't with any of my family...That seems a little harsh but I really can't stand some of the pointless dramas that get put on me, besides, it's time I flew the coop, and all I need is money, a place to move, and some people to flat with so that I can reasonable afford to live...I'd like to flat with friends...but that's unlikely - to be fair I don't know exactly what everyone is doing, so I can't really assume anything, But at the same time I don't think any of them would be that keen to flat with me - that's not a judgement of their personalities but rather mine - sometimes I don't feel like they enjoy my company as much as I do theirs, I have actually been going slowly insane not being able to talk to anyone for the last few weeks - and I mean anyone, I have been completely cut off from people, probably because I am antisocial and all that stuff...I should really talk to people, rather than just blogging about how I feel =P They don't read my blog, or know it even exists (not entirely true, I know of one person who knows this blog exists) so this is legitimately pointless.

Blerg.