Blog Myself to Sleep

I am very tired. Very. Tired. I am mental when I am tired, as In demonstrated to some people yesterday, when I was still awake at 7am. When I'm tired, I wouldn't say I talk more than normally, but I talk more substance, more truth, more...secrets. I mean there are still things that I would never say when I am tired because even in a state of exhaustion, I can still see the line, no matter how blurred it gets. I should do some more productive things with my time, anything beats sitting here on my computer, just thinking about people - or person. It's strange how one person can throw us through a loop like that, well, me anyway. I don't know about other people. One person who you just think about because, for no other reason but you want to. I am so very tire, this is annoying because I write things without thinking. Just came to a horrible epiphany that I should go to university next year, despite the fact I haven't planned for it...I am so confused, and I'm running out of time.