Thursday, 27 September 2012
Emotion! - A work of Semi-fiction
You know what the worst part about going to a new school is? New people, conversely that is also the best thing. New people are great I mean, you get a chance at a first impression and all the rest, you make new friends, new enemies, whatever but you also can also meet that one type of person. That one type of person that you will meet so few of in your life that people sometimes think there is only one of these people each they call them 'the one'. I call them awesome people. Kinda different viewpoint but whatever. These people are just those that you want to be best friends with, and spend so much time with, even though you cant. These people are the kind that you fall for oh so easily, the ones that have no flaws in your eyes, just cute little habits. Then why is it so hard to tell these people how you feel? It's there, it's obvious, but it's complicated, more complicated than anything, because of one simple fact. Just because someone is your 'one' doesn't mean that you are theirs. That, my friends, is on of life's most horrible truths. Sure people will tell you that the criteria for the one is that they feel the same way about you, but that is just ridicules, because if that were the case, there would be no romance, no chase, just pure, blind love. The older you get, the stronger these connection become, as a child they are hardly even present, then puberty happens and suddenly there they are, not those...I mean the love thing...filthy bastard. And as you grow older, you become more alone, you have more time to understand the feeling, to long for it, search for it. So that when you finally feel it, you know exactly what it is, because unlike when you are a teenager, it is full blown love at first sight...well, not quite, but you feel it pretty early on in the meeting them period. Anyway, to go back to my original point, when you feel this, even lightly as a teenager, no matter how stupid or insane it is, you can't help but feel it. Because it's not all sunshine and lollipops, it's pain, and that's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt. No matter how many times you are lucky enough to find a person like this, and unlucky enough to be destroyed by these feelings, nothing is worse, nothing, than knowing that they probably don't and most likely ever will, feel the same way.
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