So, I slept in. by a lot. But before I finally passed out from exhaustion last night I came upon an idea of going to university next year, instead of the planned trip to England. The weird thing is that I find the idea of university much more exciting than going overseas. I don't know why. I suppose it is just that I just want to fit in, just move on. I'm not sure but even though I spent the day finding out how financially impossible University is, I still want to do it, I want to try at least. Even though I am late to come to this realization, Considering applications for a hall of residence closes in a week. I think I can do it, and it will be worth it in the long run. Maybe I don't need a hall of residence, I mean, I could try for a flat even though it would be more expensive overall. But if I had a flatmate, then it wouldn't be so bad. But everyone I know who is going to University has already sorted themselves out.